Who is to blame?

Do you really love me and mean what you say

Or is this just a game you are trying to play

I've shown you I care from the very start

And this very easily could keep us apart

I hate to see you in so much pain

Feeling like I am the one to blame

Keeping my feelings locked deep inside

Hoping one day they will all subside

When really these thoughts just keep growing stronger

I don't think I can take this very much longer

Inflicting this pain upon yourself

I think this is selfish and I try to help

Mixed emotions are clouding my mind

Is this the only solution that you could find

I tell myself this is all a lie

But you keep telling me that you wish you would die

I love you and hate all the same

Why is the question and......

WHO IS TO BLAME?