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Sweet Dreams

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When alone I wonder what death is like and how it would feel to not breathe. 

Would it be painful or is it like being in a deep sleep.

Visions flash before me like a horror movie of blood and screams.

Oh wait, that's just me.

How? is the question I hear repeating unendingly within my mind. 

How and where is this crimson river of pain flowing from?

I wonder over to a shatter mirror hanging crooked on the wall.

A stream of warm blood flows from my deep green eyes leaving a trail along my cheek bone.

I have now answered my question.

Sad tears from the lonely broken soul within me.

"The heart ache and pain shall no longer be hiden from the eyes of the world... Rip out the heart that beats within and this life shall end."  I shout using the last of my strength.

An agonizing pain now dwells in my chest.

Could this be the end?

"I'm not your same little girl any longer... just a worthless brat... a Goddamn mistake!"

Now on the floor before me lies a motionless heart that was once so full of life and love.

The gaping hole in my chest where it once sat now becomes numb along with the rest of this worthless body. 

I fell no pain or agony... There goes the last breath, what a relief...This isn't so bad...I should have done this before...

Death is the solution to life!

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Waking up to the voice of my mother I realize it was only a dream. BUT...

Such a wonderful dream

 

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On June 5th 2008 ignorantsanity Said :
ignorantsanity hey nice i like it :) its very deep... nice work...
On April 8th 2008 deafone Said :
deafone i like how you write reminds me of edgar alan poe's beat about what it says maybe its not the ending of life you want or seak maybe its your search for happyness but fail to find...
On February 3rd 2008 brokenvampire1 Said :
brokenvampire1 omg beautiful.dont commit suicxide.it isnt the answer.i went through a terrible depression last summer,wantin death so badly.if it wasnt for my chemical romance i might not be here.be strong ok.all pains mend.dont lose hope
On January 11th 2008 blackrose1326 Said :
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this is so good. this describes my life exactly. keep it goin.
On October 13th 2007 write4life Said :
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wow...it was good. very deep and vivid.
On October 13th 2007 numba1chic Said :
numba1chic wow, intense.. i havent read anything like this really on here before and i liked it alot. i give major props! good job