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Today I am scared...

Views (242) Fear Created on 12-12-07 Flag

Pain for days

Things that should be are missing

Why we cannot tell

Worse pain

What's to blame?

Doctor...

Options , decisions

Still waiting

Meds to take

Wait for the pain to break

Otherwise dire consequences

I fear the options

Growths  or something precious gone wrong..

Hoping, praying, waiting

For the pain to break...

Cutting me open to fix what's broken

Is not my dream but my nightmare...

Candles I will light to win my own fight.

Let the pain break dear gods

It is excrutiating

I am no ninny when pain I am facing

But this is ridiculous.

If it breaks problem solved

Otherwise they will dig and delve.

There has to be light since all I have heard lately is so heavy hearted

Too many little souls lost.

I don't want to add to the count.

My heart is broken.

Go home, rest he says

Tick, tick , tick

I am waiting!!

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On December 19th 2007 TheDragonwitch Said :
TheDragonwitch Thanks to all for your kind words etc. Still waiting for a final decision but at least it seems a bit better now.
On December 12th 2007 Thugnastay227 Said :
Thugnastay227 again wow...i am sorry i dont really know what else to sy reaily.
On December 12th 2007 hottiesmnth25 Said :
hottiesmnth25 i am sorry to hear that you are ill this poem is beautiful an i want you to know that i am praying for you an your family
On December 12th 2007 jjsmomm682006 Said :
jjsmomm682006 my prayers be with you and your family, I hope all is well. The poem is quite good and well written.
On December 12th 2007 mydragonlord Said :
mydragonlord The Gods are not crule my love, the reasons will to light. I love you no matter what!
On December 12th 2007 ausjo Said :
ausjo Oh no. You poor thing. My heart goes out to you. You are in my thoughts and prayers. x
On December 12th 2007 TheDragonwitch Said :
TheDragonwitch Truth, no stories I am really waiting with great support from friends and family alike.