selfish

Everytime i see you, it is a wave of emothions crashing over me. 

an ocean of pain trying its hardest to drown me.

you've done me so much harm, so much wrong, dealt me so much pain

and yet i keep forgiving you

your life support is my pain

and your drawing enough from me to feed an army

i can't take this anymore

please just finnish me off and end this pain

i know its selfish but i cant support your habit anymore