Life's Path

This is the path that I have chosen

Taking many pills, overdosing

Cutting myself to ease the pain

Bleeding scars with nothing to gain

Writing my feelings with just a blade

Making it harder for me to be saved

Knowing the pain is now 10 times worse

Continuing my addiction, my endless curse

The blade is my friend, the only one I have

But also my sin, when my heart becomes sad

Everytime I do it, I always want more

Theres no other way, this is my cure

When will this end, I ask myself

When will it stop, I need serious help