broken womb

why did you not want me mommy

was i a mistake

i didn't mean to be a mistake

i'm sorry for growing inside you

i was only in you for two months

but i developed a love for you

i thought you loved me too

i would look up at you and know that you loved me

why can't i see you mommy

i wanted to see you

but now it's too late

i was just starting to grow

i even had a little body forming

i wish you could have seen me fully grown

why didn't daddy stop you

didnt he love me either

i didn't like that person mommy

he sucked me out so carelessly

i was in a nice, warm place

i felt special and calm

but i still love you mommy

im fully grown where i am at now

maybe when you come here you can see me

see what i would have grown to be

you could hold me like you care, like a mother should care

but im with god now mommy

he holds me all the time

i feel special and safe up here

i miss you everyday mommy

i caint wait to see you

i love you