Why?

Why did you do this? Why did you leave me like this? Im torn up inside. Im so confused. You never knew how much I cared for you. I try so hard not to be angry with you but its difficult. You left me here not knowing how much it hurts. You didn’t even tell me good-bye. Every time I walk through the school halls and not seeing you standing there. It just ters me up inside. Tears are falling down my face constantly. Memories of you run through my mind. I cant concentrate on anything. All I want to do is just lay here and not move. Staring off into space as my life fades away. Wondering why you didn’t come to me and tell me what was going on. I was there to talk. I feel incomplete. Never to feel your hugs. Never to hear your voice. The sound of your music fades away. I miss you so much. I cared for you. I wish none of this ever happened. I wish everything was back to normal. As I sit here writing this my hands are shaking and tears roll down my cheeks. Memories of you flash through my mind. The memories of you that will never be forgotten. I will miss our long talks on the internet. Your phone calls. Your singing songs about purple elephants. We had so many laughs. So many inside jokes. You will always be in my heart.....RIP Beau A. Dougan Dec. 25,1990 - Jan. 15,2007