It wasn't there

     I sat with you  one day but you hid your face and left me there. Alone I could not see your silent despair. I smiled at you and said it couldn't be true. You looked back and said it could too. The rambling thoughts inside my head have left me all but dead. I thought it made sense but I only built your fence. I caged you with my own hands. Now i'm gonna set you loose on their demands. Please understand I don't know what i'm thinking. My strangeness has left some unspeaking. Blood bleeds blue in a red sea. I held him down with a silent plea. I shouldn't have loved you from my heart. It was a misplaced tragedy from the start. These things that are flowing free make me long for liberty, but thats just an untold tale. It will only ever fail. My mind was never really there. I lost it smewhere and now i just don't really care. It was never mine from the beggining.