crazy life

Mommy didnt love me 

and daddy didnt care

neither of those people were ever actually there

i couldnt afford college so i didnt improve my brain

i've tried drug after drug and nothing eases the pain

ive had job after job and nothing makes me sain

so i continue to drift... softly into an abyss

of helplessness... lonliness... nothingness... depression

this is my self expression...

i cry whenever your around

i die whenever you make that sound

and when sad things happens...

it shocks my damaged mind...

and my lifes a rollercoaster ride