Sorry

I'm sorry for saying
All those things I said
I'm sorry for speaking
And making you feel that way
Didn't know you'd leave
WIthout saying a word
Didn't want to make you sad
Hope you can hear me
And can see how my soul weeps in pain
Guilt won't let me sleep
I know I let it slip away
Please forgive me
For all the hurt and all the pain
I'm sorry for not saying this in person
Now I stand infront of your grave
Staring at your stone-engraved name
Apologizing day and night
Not knowing if you'll forgive me or not
Wherever you are I hope you can hear me
I'm sorry, how I wish you would have never left...
Sincerely, your friend Rene