My Story

My heart is black my heart is cold

Its because of a story that should never be told

I push people away so they wont see my pain

The pain that makes me suffer every single day

I laugh when im sad,and Cry when im mad

And i have to listen to people tell me "Oh how sad"

But they dont understand,they dont understand a thing

I try not to cry cause then i feel weak

The same kind of feeling as when i was beat

So i pushed you away so you would never know..

The painful story that i didnt want to show....