never ending thoughts[part 1]

the only thing i feel is pain,

this craving drives me insane,

the soft blade upon my skin,

and the taste of asprin,

i want to fly away,

i'm lost as to what to say,

just let this go,

i don't care who knows,

if i died today,

this pain will be always,

so hated against,

so much angst,

and you know this is all your fault,

it's taking it's toll on my heart,

i just want the only cure,

one thats true and pure,

a bleeding gash upon my arm,

gazing at it's delicate charm,

the sight of it all,

makes my misery fall,

a perfect slit,

with every new hit,