A New Life..

Ok i wrote this for anyone that thinks that nothing will change and that life is gonna be hell.It has it's ups and downs I should know.I've learned alot from my mistakes and the hardships I've endured.But, you can get past them if you try hard enough.It takes will power and believing in yourself( sorry if it sounds like I'm preaching).Also this mainly is for a friend of mine who has what she'd call an "addiction" or "obsession" with cutting.I've been there done that..I know how hard it can be to stop something your used to doing everyday.But, you can stop that's for sure. You just need to find the right coping skills and positive influences to surround yourself in. Anyway..anyone can change and get past a hard time in their life no matter the challenges that come your way.You just have to want to move on and to want better for yourself.Well... hope you guys like it ;x


THe world is going black,
those thoughts are coming back,
Hatred and suicide,
burning through me like peroxide,
I can't let go,
of the only thing I know,
sharp and sleek,
tears running down my cheek,
this pain won't decease,
I want this misery to release,
scared and alone,
I sit by the phone,
praying someone will call,
and catch me before I fall,
I stare at the clock,
as I hear an unexpected knock,
the voice tells me to be strong,
and assures I've done nothing wrong,
but, why does it seem so,
I just want to let go,
it explains not all hope is lost,
they'll be there no matter the cost,
a light inside begins to grow,
my energy is no longer low,
to know someone is there,
to have someone who actually cares,
to be able to sleep at night,
to know my life will be bright,
I can finaly move on,
and not dwell on my wrongs,
I'm stronger now,
Because, i know how,
how to deal with the pain,
and once again be sane,
no more drugs or guilt,
or the shame the pills built,
no more blades or knifes,
or dream of others lives,
no more bottles or hate,
From now on I'll choice my own fate..

-Rose Hooper-


Sorry if it sounded a bit...mixed up;x.Didn't quite come out as planned but, I hope you guys liked it or assured you of some type of way out.But, like I said anyone can move on and start over.I only takes will power and believing in yourself.