My Suicide Note

The constant thought of suicide,

Burns through my head like peroxcide,

To know I can't feel anymore,

Is all that I crave for,

I just put myself away,

And never have to care what others say,

Is beauty to my ears,

I'm tired of shedding these tears,

I'm losing him can't you see,

I will never believe,

Thou, I'm told I should,

If I could change my life I Would,

THese scars for thickening,

My heart is aching,

Should I cut real deep,

As I lay down and weep,

These little cuts won't do,

Because,I still think of you,

I don't want drops,

I just want my heart to stop,

So Put me away,

I have notihng more to say..