Now That He Loves Me?

   Now That He Loves Me?

I dont know how to feel
I'm so mixed up inside
I have so many emotions
I have no clue which ones to hide

In the beginning I loved him so
With him I made a vowe
Yet over the years the man I loved
I grew to hate somehow

I still care for him
But not like I did before
And relizing he hated me
Hurt me to the core

Just when I learned to accept it
He came back at me with love
To little to late I said
When push came down to shove.

Why coulnt he have cared for me
Back when I was wholey his?
If he had only loved me
It would have never came to this.

Still I have so many emotions
I'm afraid to just set free
Why cant I just love him back,
Now that he loves me?

Laurabeth Stone    2005