Change

Whom I have become is not whom I would like to be
I want to change quit honestly.
Im tired of the tears running down my face
I want to run away to a secret place.
Im alone in the world with no one my side
Can I stay under my covers and cry and cry and cry. 
I dont know what to do and no one seems to care
It would be easier if I had someone who was there. 
But no ones there not even my shadow
And in my heart is an endless deeo dark hole. 
I want to turn back I really do
But i cant without the support of you. 
Each day I have tried to change my self but always stray away
I was sitting all alone and realized this today. 
If you want to try so bad to change into who you want to be
I think everyone should go for it everyone including me. 
We all have made mistakes in the past and ones that we regret
As the time progress I try not to forget. 
I get distracted and I cant feel the need to change
Some where in my heart something needs to be rearranged. 
I keep falling but I stand back up and try to do whats best
I will do everything that I can to make it past this long hard quest. 
My quest to changes into the person I want to be
I want to get rid of this person this person who isnt me.