What Comes Next

"The first time I've cried in a year. Are you happy now?"

You think she's amazing.
Beautiful. Wonderful. The nicest girl you've ever meet.
She makes you feel different then the other girls have made you feel.
You can't breathe when you're around her, even when you have all the air in the world right there.

You love what she has done to you.
You like being able to see her everyday.

You love her.
You think you do.
You're scared to tell her.
What if she runs away from you?
Then what is the true meaning of life?
Living.

"What am I to do?"

What do you do when she accuses you of cheating when the only thing you've ever avoided was to never cheat because you know deep down how painful that feeling is?

What do you do when she cries to you about having someone hurt her, then you realize it was you even though you did nothing wrong?

What do you do when the girl you were starting to fall in love with, walks away from you?

You forget your name, how to breath, walk.. even think.

You can't stand that feeling.
So you just sit there, and cry.
Because that's all you know how to do.
That's all you know how to feel.

You think she's amazing, until it all goes wrong.

Love can be shit sometimes.
Don't trust it.
Don't believe it.
It's lies.
Plays tricks on your heart until you've had it up to here.