Bitter Heartache

Im not saying much here nore is this dedicated to anyone.  This is just how I feel at the moment and I wonder how many ppl bottle up there emotions or give themselves to others.  Love, Friendship, Happyness, it all leads to a bitter heartache so I hope some of you can realte,  btw, im not emo but I do have my moments

My vision grows blurry as the tears tickle my eyes
And I dream of the invisible blade cutting deep
Within my chest and the pulsating moments I know

A clenching destruction as everything has turned wrong
The buildings of my mind fell in the heat of the flames
Suicide bombed the hopes, dreams, and trust that I placed.

And the old hand of the grandfather clock ticked slowly
As if taunt me saying tomorrow would never come
And the sunrise of a new day would die at the hands of dusk

In the world of the fallen, the diseased, and the lost
Fairytell wonderlands are simply misguided illusions
We cannot escape the magma of a bitter heartache.