The Passion of an inexperienced heart

ive never really had the chance to express my appreciation for a women physically. im kinda shy around girls. thats mybe the reason why im a 19yr old virgin and im about to turn 20 in a few months. im not a bad looking guy at all and im not ashamed of my body or nothing its just hard for me to approach a girl i like. all the girlfriends that ive had approached me i didnt have to come at them. i feel that im different from most guys. i like romantic stuff like candles and making out at a beach at night and umm all kinds of stuff. then i have this freaky side of me but we all do. i hate to see dudes disrespect females. only if they could see them as i see them. i just need one girl... to hold passionatly... to wipe the tears away and protect... to EXPLORE. i have so much passion stored inside. sometimes it takes control of me emotionally. desire is a strong word, and to be honest theres no way in hell for me to express how i feel inside through a poem. my poem for my desire has to be expressed physically by the touch of my lips, the warmth of my touch, or the way i make love ... a desire is a strong force that a person can have. my heart is strong and surrounded by locks. when its free better watch out lol