Just Let Me Be

just let me be

can you not see

im over you

its not wat you do

its wat you did

and the things you hid

 that messed us up

 and now im completely fed up

with your lies and deceit

i wont suffer another defeat

on your part

you have no heart

cuz if you had one

 it would be shown

that i wouldnt be alone

all by myself

holding on to nothing

but the memories of some kind of fling

 i guess thats what i was to you

sadly i couldnt see through

your shallow being

and this pain wouldnt sting

but guess again

you hurt me!

you lied and mislead me

not once but make it three

i remeber it all

and everytime you hurt me

 i continued to fall

 till i couldnt feel anymore

i just felt the floor

beneath my hands

it hurt so much to think

of what you did

which was so distinct

playing over and over in my mind

i wanted to leave it all behind

but it kept on staying

in my head replaying

i cried to release it

but felt it wouldnt leave

i continued to wage

this war of mine

i felt like i was in a cage

battling my fears

and feelin those tears

roll down my face

i felt like a disgrace

 to everyone around

i jumped at every sound

 that reminded me of you

i dont know what ill do

until im completely through

thinking of you