Hell of a Broken Heart

I've never visited this specific hell before-

Inside of my conflicted, self inflicted war.

Remembering all those times you lied,

Nights I've cried, and my missing pride.

Reliving the recurring hurt and pain.

Being trampled by this screeching train.

The train of false, reckless accusations.

My heart seeks merciless retribution

For the hazardous remains left scattered-

Of my heart now harmfully shattered.

The anguish caused by your neglect

Is begging for revenge in retrospect.

Wishing for you to feel this agony too,

To have karma thrust this into your view.

Having happiness only in a web of lies,

The sacrifices and independent vies,

Blindly trusting the obvious deceptions,

Loving what are only misconceptions.

Unexpectedly discovering reality's jest

Played on the core of life in your chest.

I crave you to learn what I know all too well.

Until we share, though, I'm alone in this hell.