i missed you today

Traces you left behind, things i didnt know i missed. Random things i find, running races through my mind<3

orange popsicles and american eagle shirts. The smell of the ocean where you taught me how to surf. Hot summer days and stargazing nights, the crystal clear sparkle of blue in your eyes<3

The touch of your hand playing with my hair,how your skin smelled like the california air. Feeling protected as your arms held me tight, the comfort of laying next to you at night<3

 The smell of gasoline mixed with sweat, that gorgeous smile you gave me the first time we met. The taste of your lips so gentle and smooth, smoke from the fire when we first said i love you<3

The sound of your voice whispering in my ear, saying things only i was meant to hear. Listening to our song on the radio, holding your hand not wanting to let go <3

these things remind me of what we used to be, how i felt when someone truly loved me. These precious memories will never fade away. Sweetboy, i missed you today. <3