I'm Better Than That

Open flesh

On my arm

It's very fresh

It came unalarmed

This world is crazy

I just wanted it to end

The blood is lazy

It will not mend

I am broken

I am lost

I am empty

I am full

I'm happy on the outside

But I'm dieing on the inside

I'm a loser

I'm a loner

No one cares

No one ever will

I'm full of self pity

I am not known in my city

I'm tired of feeling bad for myself

But what can I do

When I'm treated like I am nobody

I have friends

But other people ignore me

I'm the fat girl

I know what they see

They see nobody

I'm like an empty space

Get pushed around

Like I can't feel

What they are doing

Think it's cool

To smack the fat girls ass

I feel like kicking their ass

But I just ignore them

And act like it don't matter

Because I'm better than that