Untiltled

Birds flocking,

In a V,

They're mocking,

The ones to see,

Through a window,

Is where I watch,

Follow their shadow,

'Round the clock,

Wish I could fly,

I'd go up,

Into the sky,

Get outta this rut,

The place,

I lay my head at night,

A trace,

Of my stupid fright,

Everything scares me,

Like it's out to get,

Only the very,

Stupid set,

On a star,

Make a wish,

To be far,

From this shit,

Slice my wrists,

Make them bleed,

The pain from this,

Is for me.

Now and Again,

I see your face,

An old friend,

Leaving a trace,

Of hatred,

Towards me,

The raped and,

The free.

From town to town,

A smile of glee,

I've gotten down,

To hating me.

A beautiful boy,

Sits next to me,

Oh that boy,

I wish I could see,

The amount of love,

I have for him,

Just all above,

Wish I had fins,

To swim away,

From embarrassment,

Which on this day,

Was never meant.

He smiled at me,

I turned away,

Couldn't let him see,

Still afraid,

To show him,

My love,

Within,

The dove