It Came Today

The blood it came today

From my wrist

The pain has been taken away

For me this is bliss

The skin turning red

Stained with blood

While I lay in bed

Do not ask questions cuz I know you would

Because I will have no answer

For I do not know

Why I have this unknown cancer

And why I don't use my needles to sew

In my mind the sky is no longer blue

It is black with hate and sadness

My wrist it will bleed because that's what I do

Having a good life is what I'll miss

Don't try to change me

That's not your job it's mine

I am who I'm going to be

Even if it might give you shivers down your spine