This is my demon.

I have wrestled this demon constantly.

But the demon fights back tirelessly.

I know I must accept help sometime.

But I must feel it is the right time.

You beg, and pry to get in and help.

But I throw up the barrier stronger than ever.

I know I will allow help eventually.

But I must be on my own a while longer.

Please accept my decision.

You can join this wrestling match soon enough.