Regretful Things...

Regret, guilt, sorrow, words of great force.
But it’s the feeling, which has more remorse.
Looking back now, I want to start anew.
The way I’ve hurt you, I wish it weren’t true.
My ill actions were not intended.
Now I am sorry, for how they ended.
Now we fight the worst that’s occurred.
The things we fight about; it’s all absurd!
To feel guilty, not at all fun,
I think to my self, “What have I done?!”
How could this start? We used to laugh.
The way we have chosen, not the right path.
My feelings for you, confusing, and mixed,
Our hearts are broken, can they be fixed?
I regret this; that we aren’t us anymore.
I’ve messed things up, and your heart I tore.
You’ve expressed your feelings, and guilt I felt.
Like none other before, it’s strapped to me like a belt.
I feel depressed, more than ever before.
Because of my actions, I feel cold and sore.
We need to separate, too many people involved.
That’s the only way, that this all might be solved.
Time we will need, to think about things.
I’ve hurt you so much, my heart stings.
The reason being, I feel much regret.
I need to be away from you, I feel so upset.
I think and something trails in my mind,
The day we first met, you were so kind.
My life with you then flashed before me.
The moments I remember, filled me with glee.
We went to movies and friends came along.
The whole togetherness has made us strong.
My favorite moment thought, makes me feel blessed.
Lying under the stars with you, simply the best,
More of our life runs through my head.
Now the happy moments, hid and fled.
After the school dance, I come to a wrong conclusion.
Not understanding, I need translation.
I thought we were together, a couple I thought.
You said no, but each time, my mind forgot.
All I can ask now, can you forgive me?
If you do, I’ll improve, you’ll see.
After all, we are human beings.
Please forget, my regretful things.