What Am I To Do

Light as a feather, my stomach gets

When I’m with her, always flirting away

Right next to me, on the couch she sits

Teasing each other, affection we display

I love her smile, and her nectar hair

The way she laughs, I have to smile

I love her eyes, I just want to stare

And see me in them is just worthwhile

Every time we hug, it’s a gift to me

Priceless treasure in my arms, just her

Every time we lock eyes, the ocean I see

I always get lost in them, in a stir.

I hold her hands to stop her poking

But I want keep holding them, for my lust

The warmth I feel, is just smoking

I feel sparks; my heart is about to bust.

I let go feeling red, friends were there

If only we were alone, I’d have a shot

But too bad, being prude is not fair.

But I’d still flirt every chance I got

Then I come to find that she has a boyfriend.

My mind once crazy, just froze

My heart tore, they way it’s hard to mend

Instantly, my jealousy gage rose

So now I’m left here, in a freezing pit

Where my crushed soul now depressingly sits

What am I to do?