Dear John

I took a trip around the world

But it wasn't nearly complete

I fell for a man who I thought felt for me

These feelings so true, they are so deep

Now I'm up in my room wondering why I can't sleep

Thoughts of you race through my mind

I think of you almost all the time

I try not to let anyone know

My feelings for you I try not to show

Why do I miss you after such a long ordeal?

It bothers me to think you hide what you feel

I think you loved me and it scared you so much

That you don't even bother to keep in touch

Sometimes when I dream, when it's about you

I wonder if you're having that same dream too

If I had one wish, It'd be to see you again

I can't hold back these emotions, I can't pretend

Do you even care about me anymore?

Tell me the reason you left for!

I may never understand the answer to my question

But I know the love I feel for you will never lessen

You hold a very special place within my heart

Emptiness is what I feel now that we're apart

I must move on though so that I could get better

Actually that's the reason I'm writing this letter

Holding on to you is tearing me up inside

Not to mention all the sleepless nights I cried

Hoping one day you would wake up and realize

If I'm the one you want it's on you to decide

It's too late for you, your time is over

I don't want to be friends, nor a lover

I just want to forget you even exist

So I'm sealing this letter with a goodbye kiss