Ocean Suicide

Sitting at rock bottom,

There is noway out.

Baring this storm,

Wet in your drought.

Sinking in the ocean,

deeper I go,

And nobody knows it,

Tonight I wont come home.

on a rock I sit,

holding my breath,

about to run out of it,

heading towards my death.

My vision becomes dark,

Black spots here and there,

my choice not so smart,

But it's MY way to bare.

I'm fading out and back in,

Seeing different figmints,

of my imagination.

So this is goodbye,

To all who don't care.

Maybe you'll notice I'm gone,

See I am not there.

So goodbye to you all,

In this horrid world of mine,

Cause in the ocean I fall,

And lay saying goodbye.

To all who wonder,

This is my suicide,

No need to ponder,

How or why.

This is what death feels like,

I be peaceful at last.

I'm not even going to fight,

It is neither slow or fast.

Right in the middle of the two,

Leaving me time to think,

so long, goodbye to you,

Yesterday I was on the brink,

of insanity and taking me out,

But now I'm way over it,

And heading down.

So in the ocean I lay,

saying goodbye,

to today and yesterday...

No one will even cry...