A bet

My head is light,

and without thought.

My hear is heavy,

and cracked through out.

My cheeks are red and wet,

my eyes burn with the tears,

and I can't help but bet,

that I will never heal.

You left be broken,

and bleeding,

And all your feeling,

is fine, and a little guilty.

You don't care,

how much it hurts to breathe.

You just stare,

and laugh at me.

It was all a game,

full of fake love...

it was all nothing,

but a bet.

A bet, a fucking bet.

Thats all I was...

"Get a girl to fall in love with you, then break her heart...spare no feelings, when you depart."

Thats what it was,

and all it is.

And now I finally realize...

your a DICK!

I want to grab you,

and knock you down,

make you bleed,

make you frown.

I want to take your face,

and hold it down,

underwater,

till you almost drown...

where it hurts to breathe,

in EVERY breath.

I want to sock you,

in the gut,

I want to kick you,

in the nuts.

I want your heart to break with every beat,

I want a crack in it,

everytime you breath.

I want to be there,

when someone does to you,

what you did to me,

I want to see you,

down crying, begging, on your knees.

But most of all...

I want you...to be sorry...

I want you...to ALWAYS remember ME.