The Final Conclusions Of Life

Cold is the night,
the night when there is no more light.
No more hope,
when you and yourself just cannot cope.
I wipe away my last tear of blood tonight,
for this will be the end of the fight.

But can I overcome,
the hate fed by anger,
the depression only few truly feel,
the feeling that you are just another stranger.
When will the lonlyness go away?
Is it really an illusion?
Can time actually heal?

This is the final conclusion.
This is the end.
No more suffuring,
No more confusion.
My life goes into playback,
as I stare at the ground below me.
There is no turning back.

I close my eyes,
and take off with wings of hope.
Hope for a better life,
Hope for no more pain,
Hope for no more suffering.

The wind pushes against my free falling body,
as It trys to defy the speed.
Tears froce their way out.
I spend what seems like a day,
just dangling helplessly in the air.
Everything goes by in slow motion, 
as my destiny creeps closer and closer.

Suddenly jolts of impact immobilize my body,
Everything is blurry as I noticed the ground,
It was completely drenched in blood,
Red like my throbbing heart.
My pain was getting worse,
I was completely horrified.

I felt weak,
my mind had gotton the best of me.
Everything went black as I felt deprived,
Deprived of pride,
Deprived of hope.
Surely I was bleeding to death.

Then I felt at peace,
I was slowly drifting away from all troubles...