When do I know

When do I know it's ever safe,
To come out of my hiding spot,
To show my true self and not a decoy,
And to not keep everything bottled up.

When do I know it's ever time,
To stop telling everyone lies,
To just take time to be myself,
And to see life as it could be.

When do I know it's ever enough,
To save my self from the path I'm heading,
To show the world my true feelings,
And to just take one breathe of courage.

When do I know,
oh when will I ever know,
someone tell me,
someone help me.