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This was a few years back...I still likeRate this Poem
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Created:
10/18 2007
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87
Category:
Pain
My Poems
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8
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>>>---Cupid's Arrow---> |
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6
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Neoma's Lullaby |
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6
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True Feelings That I Hide |
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6
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The Pit Of Despair |
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6
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Drinking & Driving |
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8
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That's Life |
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6
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One Quiet Walk Alone |
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12
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Ponder |
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7
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Unfinished |
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5
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Rainbow of Nature |
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10
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My Playground |
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5
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I Remember |
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6
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My World |
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9
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TEARS of JOY & TEARS of PAINE |
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6
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Someone |
Ponder
Today I ponder upon my thoughts:
I cannot control my wonder
I cannot explain my blunder.
I hunger to see my sweet
I cannot bare the heat.
As I fall into the darkest hole into my own self pity
I fall into the clutches of my sorrow.
My lonesome self could care less of why she's so depressed.
Nobody really cared.
I could not stand alone without a tear falling down
It falls deep into my emotions
Deep into the middle of my heart as it splits in two.
The sorrow. I cannot bare.
It pounds into my thoughts and fills it with regret.
Aggression grows. The anger. The hatred. The angry. The Haters.
So many thoughts cluttered in a black hole deep within my mind.
I cry.
The thought of my emotions being trapped in my soul for all eternity.
Crying to myself I fall deep into a trance.
A trance. A trance.
Falling deeper into a dream.
A dream in which I cannot awake.
Destine to lie there with my emotions
The emotions which push me to insanity.
The insanity that I must live with now
As I lay there destine to weaken into a puddle of broken hearts.
The unsurviving hearts that suffered depression.
Which is where I belong now.
There's no controlling it. It happened.
Is this faith? Or destiny? Or future?
Whichever. The end for me came so fast and yet so slow.
Not slow enough. Nobody noticed.
Nobody cared. There was no one there.
I was alone. As I am right now.
Forgotten. Portrayed. Begotten. Betrayed.
I am left alone to ponder.
Ponder upon my thoughts...
I cannot control my wonder
I cannot explain my blunder.
I hunger to see my sweet
I cannot bare the heat.
As I fall into the darkest hole into my own self pity
I fall into the clutches of my sorrow.
My lonesome self could care less of why she's so depressed.
Nobody really cared.
I could not stand alone without a tear falling down
It falls deep into my emotions
Deep into the middle of my heart as it splits in two.
The sorrow. I cannot bare.
It pounds into my thoughts and fills it with regret.
Aggression grows. The anger. The hatred. The angry. The Haters.
So many thoughts cluttered in a black hole deep within my mind.
I cry.
The thought of my emotions being trapped in my soul for all eternity.
Crying to myself I fall deep into a trance.
A trance. A trance.
Falling deeper into a dream.
A dream in which I cannot awake.
Destine to lie there with my emotions
The emotions which push me to insanity.
The insanity that I must live with now
As I lay there destine to weaken into a puddle of broken hearts.
The unsurviving hearts that suffered depression.
Which is where I belong now.
There's no controlling it. It happened.
Is this faith? Or destiny? Or future?
Whichever. The end for me came so fast and yet so slow.
Not slow enough. Nobody noticed.
Nobody cared. There was no one there.
I was alone. As I am right now.
Forgotten. Portrayed. Begotten. Betrayed.
I am left alone to ponder.
Ponder upon my thoughts...
Please Login to post comments| On October 18th 2007 emily28793 Said: |
| awsum poem! |
| On October 18th 2007 pinkheffalump Said: |
| errr im sure someone cares for u... |
