Unaware

Put on a sad smile

Fake an occasional laugh

Pretend you're listening for awhile

Don't show your hidden half

Release the pain when you're alone

Drown the screams with your pillow

Talk in a voice of montone

Sit under the weeping willow

Write away all your fears

Hide yourself from everyone

Never ever show your tears

Be careful you're a loaded gun

Taste the blood, its vengence aware

Biting your tongue to prevent any sound

Realize that society is completely unfair

Relax and embarce the cold, hard ground

Acting is essentail to live this life

Pretend that you're alright

Submit to the never-ending strife

Don't bother putting up a fight

Watch them all as they laugh and play

Oblivious to the agony you endure

Silently begging them day by day

To show you some kind of cure

Encourage the fire, tell it to burn

Feed it with your rage

Some day all of them will learn

How it feels to live in a cage

A pseudonym is what I need

Writing my worrie away with the pen

A warning I was foolish not to heed

A vulnerable little girl I should have never been