Suicide Is A Dangerous Drug

As I Think About All My Attempts

Of Taking My Own Life

I Remember Why

I Didn't Use The Knife.

It Wasn't Because I Hate Myself

Or My Family For That Matter

Its Because When I Looked At Me

I Saw All The Batter

Full Of Bruises

Full Of Scars

Full Of Welts

From Pushing It To Far

I Hate My Life I Want It Gone But 

I'd Like To Think Of Where Ill Go

But Just Not Where I've Been

I've Realized I Reached An All New Low

But The Pressure I Just Far To Much

And I Got Pushed Past The Limits

I Said Goodbye To Who I Love

And Then I Finally Did It

Suicide Is A Dangerous Drug

  Trust Me I Woke Up In A Hostpital

Thinking I Could Win

   Until Next Time With The Knife When I Do It All Again