My dream

So tired;

Can not sleep.

I know better not to eat.

Am I good enough to keep?

Would it help if I said it was my dream?

I walk down the run way not saying a peep.

Hoping I’m good enough to keep.

Thoughts run through my mind,

Hoping there all lies.

Please don’t tell me I failed today.

I’m trying to take the easy way.

Walking slower;

Hard to breathe.

It’s something that has been bothering me.

Wishing this dream will come true.

My mind is telling me what to do.

Turn around is what it says.

Failure isn’t worth it that bad.

Choose me, Choose me

My heart begs.

Please don’t make me dread this day.

My bodies shaking,

But must not show.

People will see what I’m nerves for.

Wanting to cry,

Because once again no one cares.

Maybe I’ll prove myself one way.

Finishing up;

Coming to an end.

Worried even more;

What will they say?