My world

I never knew i could love some one as much as i love you.

My life was all about drugs and suicide, that was until i met you.

We talk about the future and the life we wish to have.

I feel like you pulled me out of this dark whole and into the light again.

I've been raped, drugged, abused its all happened to me.

But when i talk to you i feel like in a whole other world.

Its so hard for me to trust you but still you stay around.

You tell me that you love me and i wish i believed every word.

I want to tell you how i feel but to scared of being hurt.

All i ever wanted was for some one to love and care about me. and now that i have that im so scared to i'll push you away.

When i say "i love you" i mean every word.

I know in side i dont deserve you.

And that your better off with out me, yet still you understand.

You say the most sweetest things and i know i dont deserve that at all.

You deserve some one so much better then me.

some one that can touch and hold you everyday.

You've changed me and my life more than you'll ever know.

Its hard for me to show my feelings, but slowly im trying for you.

I thank god that he finally sent me the angel i have ever wanted.

With out you in my life i dont know where i'd be.

I dont know if we'll last or where we'll be next week.

All i know is i love you and i can promise that will never change.