Questions for the lord

Lord so many question i need answers for like why I'm I alone with no one to hold nor to support when I'm in my hurtful moments?

Why I'm I deemed by people when your the only one that could judge me?

Why do people say i'm a poisen to soceity when it ain't true?

Lord why are they lying?

Why do friends and family say that they're there for me and when it comes to it I start looking both ways and I see no one except the dark and me just plain lonely?

Why when I wake up in the early morning I ain't feeling happy just feeling pain killing me slowly?

Please Lord answer me and guide me to the right direction, help me make the right desisions because so far I ain't making the correct ones,Lord take care of one of your sons give me all your blessings because I really need them

Made June 15, 2005