is it real?

circles turns around  

there's nothing to be seen

i stop. 

and that stop is on you

every breath i had is now gone.

every heat my heart took was in rythem with yours

this feeling makes me wounder

i know i like you

but at the same time i know i can't

i feel it all here

and yet there's nothing to be seen

everything is changing

i can't even see the world from a new view

there's nothing to see

no where to go

my heart has blinded me

and i know right away

i cannot do this again.

i beg to be let go

you insist that you won't hurt me

i tell you i know it's too good

too good to be true

there's not away

the tears fall off my face

i pushed you too far

i cry in my bed

then you come back

hold me tight

or is it a dream

is it just a scarce thought

no i feel your hands

they're warm on my skin

your body is soothing

your voice is soft in my ear.

then it leaves

was it a dream no you come back

ove and over

my head pounds

i can't even feel my heart

it's gone out of my chest

just like i knew it would be

this time will be the worst

not a piece to be left.

or will you stay

keep me whole

you come put something warm to my chest

i feel my pulse

till again there is nothin

and i'm cold

there's no way i'll make it

last time i was a little warm

but so much at once

i am a goner

you say to hold on

but i don't think i can 

i can't keep awake

you hold me closer 

the words are barely heard

we both knew it was coming

the day came and now i'm gone

just like you knew i would be

still you hold on

still i'm in your arms

still i feel you tears on my cheeks

like rain

still i feel your tight embrase

until

we're together once again

then i know it's not a dream

i'm with you

it's finally all real. just like it was before