Wishing

I fear of falling,

But I'm losing grip fast.

The razor beckons,

But my mind says it's all in the past.

Bridge; I'm hurt,

Fragile,

Falling apart.

Wishing I could take my life.

Wishing to restart.

Chorus; Reaper, reaper,

come for me.

Look behind my weary eyes and cut away,

I will be free.

Life has had it's chokehold on my soul,

I'm decaying deep withing my madness.

A bitter end so cold.

 Some part of me is missing.

This i know is true,

But what, I cannot seem to recall,

For the rest is blurring, faded, blue.

Bridge; I'm dead,

Empty,

Falling apart.

Wishing to kill it all away,

Tried to take my life again today.

(chorus)

My soul is gone,

I cannot bring it back,

For it has decayed.

Faded to black.

Bridge; I'm numb,

And gently,

Falling into the grey.

Wishing for lobotomy,

Cut my heart out right away.

(chorus)

Reminding myself,

That it's all said and done.

The clocks ticking away.

The war will not be won.

Bridge; Breathless,

Lying cold,

The reaper has come.

Wishing for dark,

Cause it's too late for the day.

(chorus)