I wanted something like u

My world will drain or scream or break with or without you here.  I guess I thought youd take it slow or really start to fear.  I still don't hate you but i still really don't like or even love you.  So why i wish you were here right now is a question i can't answer.  We stare and glare and dont ever talk but inside i fell happier then when you were around.  I like someone else whos taken and your probly left alone.  I want you gone but want you here whats wrong whats wrong?