each step that you take echos in my mind

Each step that you take echos at the back of my mind. Its forgotten and alone. I can hear you laugh and hear you breathe and im thinking...what am i doing? I know i love you but cant i let you go for once? Cant i just realize what you mean to me make something of it and move on? I want to let you go to get you out of me forever, but what will that do to me? Your lost steps in my mind. To let you go would be to give up everything and start over. I think i have changed enough for you but you couldnt care less. What am i doing now? Im crying to you in my mind. Im breaking down inside. I need to let you go! Stay away from me and i can die quicker. What have i made myself?! Stop the crying stop the lying change yourself back to you! I hate the light and love the black! it reminds me of you! what have i done?....just destroy every chance i have of living!