Soul Survivor

He says he loves me one day then tells me he can't be with me the next.It breaks me down inside makes me feel as if I shall surely die of a broken heart.This is not the first time this has happened to me so you would think I should know better than to lay my heart out on the line just to get it broken once more.I keep saying I'll never do it again but it's like and addiction I need to feel needed.Need to love and be loved in return.To care and be cared for.To rest in peace soundly beside one who wants to be with me for who I am not what I look like.To give myself and have them give me theirself to me in return.To speak and be heard not just listened to.