How dose it feel?

The nurse asks me,"How dose it feel?"... ...How dose it feel?-To hate every thing, to not understand you'r self? I feel imposable.I wish the world would open up and swallow me whole. How dose it feel?-To be stabbed in the back, to be kicked in the stomach when you'r all ready down? I think Satan would be proud, of how the demons in Hell are realy humans on Earth. I feel ready to die. How dose it feel?-To be afraid of human contact because your nightmares show you violence, and your waking hours show you no one else fears it? Sad that I'm even alive. How dose it feel?-To never know what to do to solve a riddle you don't understand? I feel like shit. ...So I answer "Fine."