My Story

My story, you ask?

I turn around and simply laugh.

If you'll look way down deep

Where no one ever cares to go

You'll see changes faded into nothings

Nothings destroying the beauty inside

You won't just find a teenage heartbreak

Not just a love gone wrong

No, there isn't a happily ever after

Or a prince to bring back the light

Darkness overriding all that is numb

Pain settling in, this can't be right

I'd driven everyone out

Chosen to accept what I had done

But oh sir, how quickly it hit me

That night lying on the floor

Hiding withing lies, being someone I was not

Harder it became, wishing they only knew

I'd give it all just to go back

Change it all, become myself again

I wouldn't be lying here

Alone, wasted, and scared

Scared of what's going to happen

Of what I have become.