Realizing

Last night when I dreamt of you

It was so surreal

You were right there

Like you always used to be

When I started shouting, they all turned to look at me

Wondering who it was I cried for, if i was crazy

But you heard me, didn't you daddy?

You felt my hug, when I ran into your arms

Screaming that I loved you

Begging you to come back to me

You swung me up in your arms

Like always, you kissed me on the cheek

Didn't they see you, too?

Or believe me when I told them it was my daddy who I ran to?

When I awoke, reality hit the air

Raising up, my soul so bare.

Now I realize

I'm not okay at all

So can I come up there with you,

To be happy once more?

Cause Daddy, l'm still hanging onto

Your memories and I love you's.