Not Anymore

Just last week we were going out
I was happy as can be without a doubt
I loved you and you loved me back
Together we had our own pet rat
But then the other day it wasn't enough
You told me it was over and took back your stuff
I cried and cried for about a week
I talked to noone and they called me a freak
I tried to call you to talk it over
But of course you were never completely sober
You had already found another girl
Apparently a slut called Pearl
I'll never let someone just go for a spin
I get a knife and cut through my skin
Now my life isn't worth living anymore
That's why I'm lying here dead on the floor