Liquid Bleach

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Was it an effect from the free pills?...
or some strange way to make up for used up dollar bills.--was it a lack of self control?
I do not remember auditioning for this once again [typecasted] role.
I know you claim it has to be painful when this all ends...
but I've also been told it hurts much worse to realize you have no true friends
and if you ever truly did thier compassion went down the shower drain.
You were like liquid bleach, leaving an ugly permanant stain.
This whole thing always haunts the darkest regions of my memory.
I wanted you to let me in slowly but instead you buried me.
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