As I Lay Dead

When I went to school, We're boys and girls rule, the schoolboys would always strive, to wish I was gone, over and done, to hope I was never alive.

So I think of the ways, to end my days but my glock just keeps on jamming.

So I take out a blade, and sit in the shade, but I can never go through with the stabbing.

So I take out a rope I swear to the pope, the damn thing's impossible to tie.

So I find mommy's pills and tell her I'm ill, when really I want to die.

So I swallow a few, and sit in the dew and wait for my time to arrive.

And As I lay Dead, the Schoolboys all said "It's a shame that he didn't survive."